Every single person on this planet has their very own unique sexual expression(s). Then, there are groups of people who have similar patterns. An easy example outside sexuality are our eyes. Each person’s iris is uniquely theirs; we classify them by colors, shades, and shapes, reflecting individuality and diversity. Conscious sexuality is about recognizing and embracing this individuality and understanding the nuances of our own desires and expressions also.
My sexual expressions are very vast. I enjoy switching roles, embodying diverse energies and archetypes, exploring varied settings, situations, and environments to challenge and grow. It comes with a lot of growth, understanding and expansion. Conscious sexuality is my personal path to growth, evolution and connection with the Divine. I enjoy different people, energies and kinky practices and my energy expresses and polarizes very different depending on who I have in front. Said that, I do recognize a certain expression as my main turn-on that takes me to my maximum BliXX.
I am an Alpha Submissive. That means I am an Alpha Woman in life and a Submissive Woman in the bedroom.
It might sound a contradiction. I am strong, independent, successful and I have a lot of direction and masculine-yang-giving energy in my personal life and at the same time I crave to let go of control and relax into my true feminine-yin-receiving energy in sexual encounters.
And I can only be submissive to other Alpha beings. If the person before me is weak or misreads my body, I lose attraction or instinctively dominate them.
Many women are naturally very ying and submissive in all aspects of life… but not me. I run two different business while travelling the world and this requires to be assertive and in control most of the time so I really crave to relinquish control over a strong, confident Top. This allows me relief from constantly being in charge and decision making.
Submission, often misunderstood, is a conscious escape from the persona crafted to embody the chosen life, not its contradiction.
I see this dynamic very clear playing on my own BliXX Journeys play parties. Most of the people who approach me to initiate something with me can see my strength and natural dominant aura and they want to get dominated by me which is almost never my highest sexual excitement at that point of the night when I have been leading the event the whole day. It is most of the time a total incompatibility.
Conversely, some submissive men and vanilla partners have remarked that my energy lacks femininity and sufficient submissiveness. This is simply because my confidence surpasses theirs. They fail to reconcile the contradiction: gentlemanly in public, dominant in the bedroom, placing me where I want and need. It really requires a strong Alpha person to take the lead in a way I feel they know what are they doing and I can really let go and surrender.
Surrender is ultimately a gift that I can only offer when I fully trust. And insecurities are untrustable.
The raise of feminism and empowered women in society has been not only good but necessary, however when it comes to the bedroom, my experience has been that it has misplaced the natural instinct of male beings to give and take, leaving them scared of breaking the new societal norms with their speech and/or their actions.
We, Alpha Femmes, are strong, confident, beautiful, successful, wealthy, free and smart. Weaker people simply cannot handle us. Weak and immature fellas feel scared of our power, inadequate, jealous, intimidated or uncomfortable with not being the center of attention which made the run away, cheat, lie or remove themselves emotionally and with that we all lose any chance of sexual compatibility and depth.
Strong Tops know how to make me feel sexy, beautiful, cherished, and allow me to shine, be strong, confident, dominant, and decisive in public. At the same time, they push me to my feminine, yin-receptive pole in the bedroom, devouring any little piece of my mind and body without being scared of going deep or encountering strong emotions.
They understand and feel turned-on by this duality: me having armor on the outside to navigate the world’s mechanics, while simultaneously seeing further and embracing the challenge of helping me surrender and be deeply soft on the inside.
In providing a Sacred Emotional Sanctuary from the outside world, Strong Tops receive everything in return.
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